Thursday, May 20, 2010

Mirando al cielo ...

los mejores aƱos de nuestras vidas
las mejores lunas sabor a miel
tus manos traviesas nunca se olvidan
tu boca impaciente tratando de decirme papa

siento dentro que se acaban mis dias
que daria mi vida por morir a tu lado
y gritarle al viento que es un honor ser tu papa

intentando tu y yo cazar las estrellas con los dedos

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I AM NOT AFRAID ANYMORE.....

I'm not afraid to take a stand
Son of mine come and take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just letting you know that, you're not alone

I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, I am going to face my demons
I'm manning up, I am going to hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now


It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you (YOU)
So I could come back a brand new me
You my son were the inspiration while I was in hell
Fighting my own demons


No more beef flingers, no more drama from now on, I promise
To focus solely on handling my responsibility's as a father
So I solemnly swear to always do whatever it takes for my son

Sunday, May 9, 2010

What is love?

“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

What is this life for?

Their souls are lost
Because they
could never find

What's this life for

I see your soul, its kinda grey
You see my heart, you look away
You see my wrist, I know your pain
I know your purpose on your plane

Don't say a last prayer for me yet!!!

But they ain't here anymore
I don't have to settle the score

Thursday, May 6, 2010

A Thousand Faces!!!!

I stand surrounded by the walls that once confined me.
Knowing I'll be underneath them when they crumble, when they fall
With clarity my scars remind me
Ask yourself what's just under my skin

A different smile every time to be loved
So much pain I hid behind thousand faces

I descended to my inner hell of my soul to battle my own demons

I used to wear a thousand faces
Tell me, tell me which is mine?

Smoke and mirrors all around me
But still the true beauty of my wretched soul is reflected
And I am gathering the pieces of the human being I once was

I need time to make the change
Lying over and over and over and over
Deceiving my own mind
Corrupting my own soul
Dug my grave, trashed my name
But I am fighting my own demons

I bleed inside
Just let it out
I bleed inside
I'm gonna let it out
Let it die to be reborn again
To recover the human being once I was